So many of you might have read my last post about myself crushing hard on a married women. Some replied that because she is married I should leave her alone, and others stated that maybe she's in the closet and I should be patient. Well in fact I'm trying to move on but it's so hard. Everytime I don't see her for a few days I try and forget, and the I'll see her again(she still keeps looking at me) and BOOM...my feelings all come rushing back. I've thought about getting a transfer, some of my friends have suggested that I write her a letter to tell her how I'm feeling-im just not sure?!? Anyway I thought maybe "yeah she's just being friendly or polite" so the other day I tried to ignore her, but I could still see (from the corner of my eye) that she was looking at me as we passed. Then again this morning I could see her coming towards me and tried to look at the passing traffic to me left, but I couldn't help myself and turned to look at her, she was staring at what had just been focusing on then looked straight at me again. This is controling mt life and I need her to be straight with me, either tell me you want me or just back-off and stop giving me mixed signals. I can understand is she's confused or just being friendly, but either way I just want to know where I stand. Shall I speak to her again or just leave it???:bang:xxx:bang:
