So I used to be fairly confident about my orientation. I'm not going to lie I've never had a boyfriend or a girlfriend but I though I was pretty confident I was into girls after quite a bit of deliberation and turmoil. Then I went on a cruise over march break, and everything just kinda got messed up. I met this guy at the youth club and lets call him Shaun. Shaun was really nice, a great guy, and (I think) maybe into me. Which was cool because thats never happened before. And at first I was just rolling with it because it felt nice to be liked, but as the week progressed I started to think maybe I liked him too. Now I'm back home and the little that did happen between us I keep over analysing, my feelings, his actions, was he even into me, was I into him? Like we didn't even kiss because we were both so awkward. :bang: But we are still in touch and talk almost everyday and I get excited when he snapchats or texts me and I'm just confused. And the way I feel about girls hasn't really changed. Dis-intensified a bit, but that's it. So yea... and I know I'm young and shouldn't be pigeon holing myself into an orientation or I may be bi or pan but I just wanted to rant. It's so frustrating after thinking I had it worked out!
