Hi am a 30 year old lesbian. I am in a five year relationship with a woman, and I'm not much if an outgoing person. I sometimes wonder about my sexuality, in the sense that I've never been touched - kissed - held by a man. At times, I catch myself thinking how it may be. My attraction to women is beyond doubt - women turn me on. But I watch gay porn from time to time, or even straight porn, and find myself thinking how it might feel to suck a dick. These desires are short term, but they keep coming back from time to time. I also wonder how far I might be able to go with a guy - more so, because I have a problem with penetration - I find it incredibly painful, and thus have clitoral sex with my girlfriend. Any opinions on these matters? Thanks