In other thread it was mentioned that it is possible to be lesbian but emotionally attracted to guys too? It is my biggest problem actually... I feel I could fall in love with a girl and I can imagine my life with a woman I am lesbian and all I need is to accept it for my own good... but I always had crushes on guys and it was really really emotional but it never was sexual... I never check guys out or anything, I am not into them that way. But still I find myself liking guys. It is like I want to be with them and I want them to be my best friends and funniest part is I wanted to date them. I know there is no attraction but still. I have not accepted myself fully really.. maybe it is the case? maybe society? it's just this one thing that I struggle with really hard..
