Okay so I'm 23 male. and I don't know since I was 13 I've always been interested in girls and women I like them and their jiggly bits hahaha, but always in the back of my mind and closer to my frontal thoughts recently I can just point out guys. I think are hot and I occassionally get the uncomfortable flushed feeling from them like I do with women too although for a long time I tended to avoid it and looking and the usually firm bits lol But I'm starting to accept it but I'm not sure, I know I like women I've dated a couple. Part of the reason my last relationship ended I think had to do with me not really understanding myself and for a long time it's confusing. I thought I was gay I guess because I liked men ignoring the part of me liking women. But I don't think I could see myself with a guy but I'm attracted to them. I just don't know I like girly bits better, I'm more attracted to a vagina than I am a penis(kinda think they're gross except mine) but I just don't know. Is it possible to be attracted to men in general but only females sexually? I'd like to add I know there's more to a relationship than just sex. and than there is other times where I'm not attracted to any gender and just asexual for a while(this sucks) other times I just so attracted to my ex we had sex like 8 times a day(odd for me because I'm one of those long ride slow reload types) sometimes it feels like my sexuality changes season to season. So I'm a bisexual am I gay? or am I just attracted to hot people and am straight? cause I don't know anymore and it's kind of driving me crazy and making me act erratic. Or am I like pansexual, I don't really know what that is and they're all labels anyways. Uh if it helps I watch porn, I don't watch lesbian porn often and I tend to stick to pov stuff, there is always a girl basically am I just turned on by sex? or intimacy like I just know my self anymore and it scares me. Sorry if I was too open or broke any rules, just trying to figure me out.
