Recently I've had some trouble figuring out just what exactly I am. But I've noticed that I've been pushing girls out of my mind and thinking of boys, but then when I do see a hot girl, I slide it out of my mind and think about guys again. But I'm also questioning about my gender identity. I am a guy. But I like the idea of being a girl and frequently picture myself as a girl in my sexual fantasies. But they are always either gay or lesbian. These days I never have a sexual fantasy about a girl unless I'm imagining myself as one. Which is kind of odd because I really used to enjoy those, and spent quite a while once practically drooling over a girl (pardon the disgusting imagery , but that's about the size of it). These days I just want to BE a girl (one with a complete working reproductive system, not just a vagina and that's it). Do you think I'm just trying to be gay, or in denial that I'm not as gay as I thought? And does anybody have any advice for me?
