You can read my last post to see how all that truly began. But i'm wondering what many other people think, though i'm not gay, it does make me wonder where that will end up leaving me mentally and emotionally. Yeah i do imagine myself being the guy, that it's me getting blowed, that it's my package, that she's my chick. It just creeps me out some because while i still can get something of a nice erection from looking at a woman sexually if the mood is right and etc, when the guys penis is visible, fully erect and all, it does aid my erection to a greater standpoint. And no i have no desire to look up pictures of penises and things of that nature, my stash and picture viewing consists of women exclusively. I'm not asking am i gay or bi, but instead asking what would this be? is it normal? do i need to stop watching porn if i want that to stop? because technically,if it wasn't for porn, the only penis i would have ever seen in my entire life would be mines. I just don't want to have sex sometime again in the future, and not being able to get aroused, especially if it was with any of the girls i've longed wanting to be with or even just be able to talk to. Because either i'm straight with PMO addiction induced affects, or now solosexual with PMO addiction induced affects. I know this isn't a porn addiction forum but it does link with messing up how i behave sexually. So hopefully i get some insightful feedback.
