Hello everyone, I just found this website and I am looking for some advice. I am a 25 year old female and I am very confused about my sexuality. For as long as I can remember, I have been attracted to girls in a sexual way. I have always wanted to kiss and touch another woman and often have sexual dreams and fantasies with them. When I watch porn, I am always attracted to the women and not the men. I have had several boyfriends throughout the years and have never even kissed a female before. However, I have never been really turned on or interested in sex with the men. I am in a 6 year relationship with my current boyfriend, but I never want to have sex with him, and I have actually fantasized about women while being intimate with him. I love him and I have loved other men in the past. I have never really allowed myself to think of myself as a lesbian and I always just assumed that I was straight. Every relationship I’ve ever been in I ended because I felt that something was missing. I love hanging out with guys and being friends. I can’t really see myself spending the rest of my life with a women. Does anyone have any advice?
Just so you know your gender say male not sure if you were aware of that. explore your lesbian side! It sounds like you know you like women and don't really like men. Is there a reason you're doubting yourself? You don't have to go through this alone! Joining this website was a good start but try expanding your circle. join a group or not. Figuring this out by yourself works too if that's what you want to do. Maybe talk to a friend I found that helped me a lot and helped me feel supported. Just do what feels right to you.
