I'm 16 years old now and for probably.. two years now I thought i was gay and wanted to be with men. I have no interest in dating women at all. Until recently, the past couple days to be exact, I started denying that i was truly gay.. I still dont have any interest in dating women but a strange thing is.. well.. i cant get aroused by gay pornography. Only straight pornography. Yet i still feel like i should be with another guy and yet.. it feels like im denying it? How can any of this work? I never dated a women before so i lack experience but i feel like my heart belongs with another guy... i'm really confused.. help?
From what I've heard porn is a pretty unreliable indicator, although it could factor into it. Do you normally focus on the man or the woman in straight pornography?
I haven't really watched straight porn in a while.. I have actually managed to uhh.. pleasure myself to gay porn but.. It's hard to get going to it.. x-x