I just had a great orgasm watching two penises rub against each other and cumming. It was very arousing. It was a sort of arousal I don't feel with women. That feeling that makes you want to touch yourself. I get aroused in a different way with girls, and I really enjoy the experience. But it's just not as strong of a feeling as what some gay porn offers. Is the strong feeling I get watching gay porn what I should be expecting from my real sex life? I tried hooking up with a guy once, and it didn't arouse me at all, but it was only one time. Could this strong feeling I have just be a gay porn fetish?
Maybe. It's not new though cus I've enjoyed gay porn for a while. I really enjoy seeing penises get pleasured, cus I can relate to that. And I like the idea of men being used for pleasure, but in real life I never feel like taking it there. Kissing men doesn't turn me on. I don't like it in gay porn. I just like penile stimulation. But I wonder if that's the definition of being gay
I read your other posts. I think what gets that chest feeling is from the excitement from seeing a man get dominated. You could incorporate this into your straight relationship where you are the one being dominated/tied up. If that doesn't get you the same feeling, then I guess your mind/body reacts differently between girls and boys. If you do decide to get married to a girl, then you would have to be honest with her about everything relating to the sexual aspect of the relationship. On top of this, when people watch a lot of porn, they go from softcore to hardcore to fetish, etc. They become desensitized to the acts being performed, and soon can only get off to the hardest stuff. I think if you took breaks, lasting at least a week, then you can ween yourself off the really hardcore stuff. Just imagine if that stuff gets boring? Where will you go from there and how could you possibly find any pleasure in your future wife?
No mate, I know. Your profile says you're questioning so I just thought you could rule out heterosexuality, you're probably bi? You sound in the same boat as me. But at the end of the day, I can only give advice on my opinion. You're the only one who knows and if you say you're straight, that's it.
I used to be like you. i didn't like seeing guys kiss in gay porn, etc. But now, I LOVE IT! It's such a turn on for me. I think it's because I've finally accepted that I'm gay. I'm not saying that you're gay, but that could be why you don't find it attractive. You said that you can get turned on by women in porn, which is an indication to me that you aren't solely gay. I can't seem to get it on with women in porn... If I watch straight porn, I try to find porn where I find the man attractive.
I think you're all pretty right and I appreciate the comments. I'm not ultimately worried about being straight or gay. I think everyone is some variation of bi. And I always intended to be honest with anyone I get into a relationship with
Not entirely true but it's nice to see that you at least aren't too worried about where you fit. Hmm...in your case there might be something there that is keeping you from enjoying it, unless...do you think a small percentage of you holds that interest(that you like watching it) but maybe you don't have enough to be interested in actually taking part in it? I guess in that case it could be considered a fetish of some sort. From your other post though, could it be you just weren't into the guy before? Do you think you could like a guy (enough) in that way? As for the kissing thing, not necessarily. I know what I am yet kissing still doesn't exactly pique my interest, then again I'm hardly sexual, so...
I disagree with this I think a 100% straight guy can enjoy gay porn . I'm a lesbian and enjoy gay porn and it doesn't make me any bi or bi curious . :eusa_naug Also not everyone is bisexual even Kinsey himself never said this I'm wondering where people are getting this everyone is bi from
You sound a bit bisexual to me, but not a lot if you wouldn't want to kiss or be in an actual relationship with a man. Something like a kinsey 1 or so. It might be the taboo that turns you on.
