So theres a girl at my work who I have the biggest crush on. Actually how I feel for her is helping me realise that I am gay. We were outside getting ready to leave work, talking for a bit...then we hugged good bye. But it wasn't just a hug....I can't even explain it but it just felt so... like connected. My stomach went instantly crazy, my face got hot. And it was just a hug. That feeling has never hit me before. I couldn't think straight afterwards (I almost ran a red light) and it kept me up because I kept thinking about it. A HUG. Just a hug. Oh man, what is happening to me...I've never felt like this. Ever. Not even with my boyfriend... It's driving me crazy, good crazy bad crazy crazy crazy.
