I am 18 and i have mainly had crushes on girls. I have had a couple on guys but they were not nearly as strong at all. In fact, i tried thinking about them romantically like i did with gurls i liked and it was just not that strong... I have never felt strongly for a guy. I have, however, felt strongly, almost in love with some really cute girls. Last summer, there was a guy at summer camp that i started to get a little crush on, but that was around the same time I fell in love deeply with my now girlfriend. The only thing is that i can masturbate to the thought of men faster than women which i think stems from porn. Otherwise, i mainly find girls attractive, more often than guys. Some days I will like one sex over the other... In my thoughtys... i don't know if this is true attraction or just pornography messing wið my mind.... I also have stopped trying to repress anyþing. Am I gay?
