when i was 5 i would get crushes girls i kissed 2. i also kissed a boy. when i was littler i saw a man on tv and i thought he was atreactive. when i was 9 i saw men kissing on tv and go. when i was in third grade i devopled a huge crush on a girl when i was in 5th grade i started watching soft core porn gay & lesbain. which shifted to gay & lesbain "REAL" porn when i was in 6th and 7th grade. in math in 7th grade i use to look at this girl and get an erection thinking about having sex with her. 8th grade i didnt really watch gay porn i did but not as offten i got this girlfriend and i use to kiss her on the buss and she would rub me and stuff down there and we would right love notes to eachother and i woukd get a warm feeling and we attempted sex once and it hurt her really bad so we stopped. but i masturbated myself on her belly. after that i got this other girlfriend and i did stuff to her mostly and she would enjoy it and i would andshe would give me hand jobs and stuff but i was really nervous becaues it was in a public area so i never came. and then we broke up and i got another girl friend and we would just make out but she would rub me down there to the point it felt like i was going to explode. then 9th grade i didnt really have an urge to watch gay porno i did maybe a few times a handful. so i got this one girlfriend and she gave me hand jobs and blow jobs i always got off. and then we broke up and i made out with a few girls here and there i got erections but we never did anything else. then i met my girlfriend. i dont think there has been a moment when ive been with her when i havent thought about sex. she has given me 10 plus bjs and hj and we have had sex 3 times. so basically one of the times i had watched gay porn my friend saw he never told anyone but that left me questioning and i asked a guy to experiment with me but i never followed threw i didnt really want to i guess idk im just really confused.
