I've found that I've never really gotten over my first crush on a straight girl. It's not that I'm ashamed of it or anything, I know I loved her and did my best to be the best friend i could to her while i was with her. However she was my 'trigger crush'- the crush that first makes you realize your orientation. I think that the shock of realizing I was bi made her place in my heart even bigger and although I've moved on and have a boyfriend now I've never forgotten her. Personally I've never wanted her to know how i felt because i know it'd make her question the time when we were friends and i dont want to do that to her. Anywho. I was just wondering if anyone feels the same way (or a different way) about thier straight crush.
My first crush on a girl (my first crush ever!) lasted for 3 years. I look back on it with fond memories. I still remember her birthday and every year on that day I'm like "Oh, it's her birthday."
I wasn't close to my first girl crush, so I don't have too many fond memories of being with her. However, I do look at her and think "It's no wonder I had a crush on her."
Almost 7 years ago now, but I still remember all of it like it just happened. I only wish that year hadn't gone by so fast. I can still see random things that remind me of her. But even though nothing became of it, it was one of the happiest times in my life.
