This is something that I'm struggling with. As much as I want to have sex, I simply can't. I know HIV isn't exclusively a gay disease, but as much as I try, I'm simply afraid of having sex because I'm constantly preoccupied with the idea of being infected. I feel like it's become a trauma of some sort. I do have sexual relations, but they're very mediocre because I try to keep it as distant as possible. How can I deal/overcome this? Is there anyone out there struggling with this? I feel like I'm letting life slip by me. I absolutely hate this. The anxiety I get from sexual contact just isn't worth having sex. I don't know what to do. I want to be young and alive, but I don't want to be a statistic either.
I tried to just one video but I can't so here is a youtube channel you should watch. Browse through her channel click on some videos that you feel address this issue. The video titles are pretty simple to understand. It will take a little time to go through but I think this will help greatly. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJm5yR1KFcysl_0I3x-iReg ---------- Post added 22nd Aug 2014 at 12:32 AM ---------- Sorry I coulden't just give you a simple answer. There just isn't one, but you don't need to feel rushed into having sex. Wait tell you are rdy Watching that channel will actully inform you of STD's and protection from them ect..
