So I figured out that I am 100 bisexual & of coarse not transgendered. I love my body my penis blah blah blah. Anyways I still am confused on how to act. I feel comfortable acting the way I am right now but I just feel I am missing something. I have some masculine & effeminate mannerisms, hate shopping blah blah blah. But when I see very campy gay guys on Instagram and how they act I get kind of jealous for some reason I don't know why. In addition, I get extremely jealous of those guys in casino, godfather, in those suits smoking talkin all tony tough guy and shit. I have a high pitched voice but I don't have that accent which I don't want.. I'm confused on how to act. I act like myself and acting extremely Campy doesn't seem like me neither does acting super masculine.... So why am I jealous ??
If your comfortable with the way you act now then continue doing so Maybe your jealously is because the more feminine gay guys fit in with how society thinks we "should" act?
When you say you're confused how to act, I'd offer one bit of advice in response.. don't 'act' anything. Be authentic, which really means, be yourself. Nobody can, or should expect anymore of you. Personally, I'm very wary of people who appear to be putting on an act (for whatever reason). You can't build a relationship with someone, or place trust in them, if you don't know who they really are.
