WARNING: this is basically a rant. Hey guys, Aki here So, lately I have been dressing in guys clothes. Of course. Pretty much like an "emo" guy. But before, I used to dress in old-school Visual Kei style clothing. http://www.crysania.com/dream/images/hmz3-azure_musee.jpg (Pretty much like the one on the right with the skirt and pink top. I dress like the ones in the middle and top, and still get called "miss".) To be honest, I only stopped wearing the clothes I did, because they made me, well, look like a girl. Otherwise I'd have kept wearing that style, along with the masculine style I wear now. I like it when people think I'm a bio guy (obviously). No one will think "is that a boy or a girl?" When they see me dressed in long skirts and feathers. But I really love that style.. I dress up in my house alone at night. Feel like a guy who secretly crossdresses (kinda true, really). As for tops, I still wear ones that are loose and don't accent what very little bit of breasts I still have with the binder on. I like to wear those long skirts with a dress shirt and tie. I always think, "when I have top surgery, I'll wear this style again." But I want to wear it now, especially that I now have a good binder. Sometimes I think of my voice on T, how that would help me pass with no question. Then even if I made people go "trap!!", at least I'd be able to be seen as a guy This is annoying. Especially in a country where apparently I don't even pass now. ---------- Post added 25th Aug 2014 at 12:15 PM ---------- Shit, wrong board sorry! Please move to gender forum
