So basically I'm having trouble determining if I'm greyromantic or aromantic. I've only had 1 long term relationship, but I'm not sure if it was real love because he was a manipulating, malignant narcissist. I'm honestly starting to think I just admired his charm. I've tried dating people and I just feel nothing. I do feel sexual attraction occasionally (especially towards androgynous people), so I'm sure I'm not asexual. I often have fantasies of sex and romance with musicians and such, but I just can't feel those feelings in real life. What do you guys think?
