Im a 19 year old male and here is my situation when i was younger (14-17ish) i experimented sexually with guys because i enjoyed it. i havent in a couple of years but i am still turned on by guys and sexually attracted. i am not and was never emotionally attracted and even kissing, hugging, etc is not good for me. now, i have not had a sexual relationship with a woman, and i would like to but just have never met anyone to do it with, i think i am afraid to. i like girls and i know i like girls and always have, i have had multiple crushes, unfortunately never seemed to work out. that said i am constantly thinking and over thinking about being in a sexual relationship with a woman, because i have never done so and have with guys, and am afraid when the moment comes it wont turn me on, not because it doesnt, but because i have so much anxiety over it. this is what i think, at least ive talked about it with a few very close friends and some have said that because of the past i am sort of stuck there, and once i do it and have a relationship it will be better, but some say no way i am just 100 percent gay and in denial i think im probably bi because i want a relationship with a woman and deep down want a sexual relationship and am attracted and even though i am with guys too i think its women more, but i am just stuck dwelling on the past as its the only thing i have been through. any thoughts?
Nah you're probably bisexual like me. I feel more comfortable with girls romantically, but I'm still attracted to guys sorta secretly.
