Hello people of the internet! I am 15. Lately, I have been very confused about my sexual orientation. Here is my problem: I have always had a feeling that i was different. I started of liking fat girls, you know, bbws. Next, I decided that I was bisexual. I like hot emo boys! After around six months, I decided I was just gay. but after two months, I have started to get back into bigger girls again, but I really don't want to be bisexual, for what ever reason! I cannot decide what I like more, my mind wants me to be gay. I am so confused! Notes -I go through phases in the day, when I am more attracted to one, than the other. -I don't like vaginas! -I like both male and female butts -I like boobs! -I like the firm chest of a man! -I don't like really muscly men! -I like dicks! -I don't really get "excited" over skinnier women, just bigger ones! -I wouldn't feel romantic feelings for a girl, just sexual ones
I think you're too young to find out what this all means. You're hormones are raging, and relationships in general don't get important until you're at least 20. It's completely normal to bounce back and forth between orientations because everytime you do that, you're trying to find out how that applies to you, and what it means. Sooner or later you'll find out what it means.
Hey Mikey! As Jax says, it's still early days for you. Don't feel bad if you don't know for sure how you feel yet. Don't put pressure on yourself to put any labels on yourself, because you really don't have to, especially when you're only 15. Unfortunately, it doesn't really work like this. As you've probably figured out, you can't really choose your sexuality, you just have to go with what, or who makes you happy... and sometimes that's people of both genders! There's nothing wrong with that. Be patient and trust your own feelings and you'll be okay , you have all the time in the world to figure things out.
I totally understand where you're coming from, I often have such doubts and weird thoughts and feelings pop into my mind. It's very confusing. I'm hoping that as I get older it will subside. If you're like me, deep down you know what you want.
