I remember since i was a kid i always thought strong women were awesome, i loved the cartoons, animes, movies that that featured the main protogonist that was a girl who was strong, manly, capable... etc i even always choose in video games to play as a female... so when i started watching porn and fantasying i always liked the fantasy that a girl takes control maybe cause i like to be the weaker more vulnerable one. I got bored with straight porn really quickly so i tried watching lesbian porn and i found it to be to feminite for me.. there were some acceptions..but i didnt like it that much, so i moved to gay porn and i found out if the guy was really hot and masculine and the other guy who was bottom to be skinny and more feminite.. i found watching it to be extremly pleasurable... but then i thought i like women... so i started watching bi and shemale porn... and i think my perfect looking woman is tall, a little more masculine and has a penis.. cause i think that penis is 10 times more beautiful and more arousing to look at than vagina... for me vagina sometimes is a real turn off... now i am 19..i am confused cause when i go outside i would almost never look at a guy... also i know attraction cannot be only sexual.. and i have no desire to be in a romantic with a guy, even if i find romantic gay stuff to be sexually arousing .. i dont want to be in one.. have sex with one maybe...and i want to know why do i like these kind of woman is it cause i am gay but wont admit it so i try to find a girl that resambles a guy? i am confused..
What type of porn you like really isn't a good indicator of what sexual orientation you are. There is a possibility that you're into guys but not emotionally, just sexually. I think that on a sexual front your into both genders but when it comes to feeling and emotion you're into the opposite gender.
