After considering whether I was into girls or not for over six months - I finally took the next step and slept with a girl. I somehow thought it was going to be a big revelation when I finally did it, but no. What I could conclude was that it was a nice experience and it did not frighten me like I feared it would. I liked the intercourse - and would probably do it again but as such it did not put me out of the confusing state of figuring out my sexuality. Has any one else experienced something similar? - I'm curious to know!
Yes. Although a bit backwards. My really good friend is pan. We developed a deep bond. One day, I admitted there might be more to it and now I am dating her. And I considered myself straight before I did. And we have had intercourse and I enjoy it. So I am now questioning my orientation.