Here's the story: For the past few days I have been checking out lesbian porn I don't know why though. I always thought I was gay but these past few days have been different.I'm just confused, I check out lesbian porn even thought I don't see myself dating or having sex with girls. I never had thoughts of being with any girl or being romantically or sexually involved with them. Any advice why this is Happening?
Porn isn't always a good indicator of your orientation. It could be that you enjoy the climate on lesbian porn, but not the women themselves.
Some straight people enjoy gay porn and some gay people enjoy straight porn. The porn you watch doesn't make who you are. Who you are is YOU.
I've watched gay porn before and I'm a girl who's pretty much into girls. I don't masturbate to it or anything but I've always loved the idea of two guys together and I'm not sure why. I get off to lesbian porn though. The only porn I won't watch is straight porn haha.
I watch gay porn with older men exclusively, with the "dad and son" fantasy to it for example. Recently, I discovered that the fantasy/idea of it is arousing in my mind, but not in reality. I find the idea of two dominant men having sex is arousing, and their physique is admirable, like "I wished I looked like that", but it stops from there. I never had any feelings for guys, and I still don't. So I'm clear proof that porn doesn't always match your orientation. Everyone is different, so just because you don't hear a response similar to yours, it does not conclude that you are wrong.
It's hard not to be confused by it, but just remeber that porn is not your sexuality. I'm in a very similar situation. I masturbate exclusively to pictures of girls, although like you I don't see myself having sex with or dating women. I have a theory that why I do this is because I am jealous of how sexy men find beautiful women and I wish I could be like that in a way. I have watched gay porn quite a few times, and maybe I just haven't found the right site or something, but it just doesn't do it for me. I have to watch straight porn. I've only liked a few gay porn videos, where as there are a lot of straight porn videos that really turn me on.
