This is kind of confusing as I feel like I want to touch and be with a man but looking at men, I never seem to react as if I want sex with that guy. Maybe it is my submissive personality coming out as I do not want to ever top another guy, I would definitely bottom for a guy though. But it just seems that gay guys no matter whether they bottom or top would get off to any hot guys no matter what. I have occasionally looked at guys and desired for them to be dirty to me. But I think honestly I may have erectile dysfunction as I cannot get hard to stuff, but then my body just gets hard to nothing and I think why the in the bloody hell does it get erect to nothing but then when I think I will get hard nothing happens to the bloody thing. It just makes me feel like my body wants me to have sex with air, yes of all things my body gets hard to it's nothing and yet when I look at guys my heart melts and I feel like they should carry me away so I can be with them forever. So why is it that I don't get hard to the same thing and it seems the simple thing is to call myself is a Asexual Homoromantic although I do have sexual desires but it is a damn problem with me getting hard that makes me feel like I am asexual in sexual attraction.
Maybe you're gray-ace (meaning either an individual who experiences sexual attraction but not enough to act on it or experiences it rarely)? Or possibly you are asexual since there are asexuals who get arouse by people but aren't really interested in doing anything with them. Try checking out AVEN, there's a lot of good info there.
I am interested in getting sexually dominated by a lot of guys though, I really think I might have a medical problem, erectile dysfunction or something that causes me to get random erections to nothing. I know what the problem is, it is the erection, it fustrates me so much I hate it because I never get one when it should come.
No I haven't discussed this with a doctor, because I've never been sure but I think it's gone on too long. I need to be able to get proper erections, to actually live properly.
I agree with DinelodiiGitli, you should definitely talk to a specialist like your doctor, especially since it sounds like you've had this condition for a long time.
But now again it's confusing me, I honestly think my sexual organs have a mind of their own, it's almost like its a sentient being that does whatever it wants to do. Like today I get three erections, one is the usual morning wood one, one I got from looking at the sexy guys in Starship Troopers and One I got from looking at a cute guy in real life, now why in the hell does it do this some days and not do it other days, I feel like that's my problem with erections, it's not consistent.
