Feel like I am hiding a big secret... uncomfortable with it

Unfortunately, it's really hard for us to tell what your sexuality is. Sexuality is such a broad spectrum, and you could fall anywhere on that spectrum.

I think the best way to figure things out is to be patient with yourself, don't worry too much about what 'label' you fit in to - and just follow your heart towards whoever makes you happy! I know that sounds cheesy, but it's true!

Perhaps you could have purely romantic attraction towards guys. A lot of people say they feel like their sexual and romantic attraction are separate. They often identify as "hetro/homo/bi romantic" For instance, a "Bi-romantic homosexual" would feel romantically attracted to both genders, but only sexually attracted to their own. Confusing I know, but it's something to think about!