the last few weeks I have been thinking about women even though Im gay. Or so I thought. I have been looking a pictures of women. Even thought I don't have any crushes on any girls or don't see myself having sex with them or a relationship. I am confused.
I'm pretty much the same way. Women can turn me on but the idea on sex to me isnt appealing or as appealing as gay sex anyways . What do you normally fantasize about? to me i dont find a picture of a naked women arousing, although in porn im not like gonna turn it off unless its lesbian porn, then im like well this is umm, weird... although when i used to be a horny little bitch i could get aroused at women. but not anymore really
I just fantasize about a girl and guy having sex . So I think im just jealous of the girls that they are with the guys
Lesbian porn can make me orgasm, but not as fast as gay or straight porn. There needs to be a place where I can put myself in one of the guy's shoes, you know? But porn aside, gay porn does not seem arousing anymore. After stopping it for a month, I find that it's fantasies are so fake. It doesn't really do it for me anymore. In fact, I'm a bit repulsed by it. Instead, men in the real world pose a threat in my mind, and drives my anxiety insane. Talking to them more has calmed it down though. I guess interacting in reality makes it more clear for you? Or more confusing whih is my case.