I'm just scared of the turn my life took recently. I'm in denyal, i'm scared of accepting myself, I'm caging myself but there's no other way to tackle this situation right now. I really feel like i'm a mistake and it all sucks, and yeah i weote this just to vent, without giving you guys too much backstory or details but i just needed to tell someone how i fell, so now its here, out in the open.
Yeah I feel the same as well. I am alone everyday staring at the ceiling, and reading fucking Freud. Everything is stupid and depressive. Send me a private message if you want to soothe each other's pains. Don't worry everything is fucked up this way or another. We might as well laugh it out.
Numb : Your life did just turn........but for the better. And, your going to be the better woman for it. Jaymegurl