Hi So i want to tell you my story from beggining, first of all i'm 16 yo (17 in 9 days) and a male. I started to masturbate very early, i think when i was 8 yo and started to watch porn myb when i was 12-13 (but every day), before that i was watching it rarely, 'cause i didn't have computer or DVD. I loved watching anal sex and redheads (i adore redheads still tho) and i was disgusted by a gay porn (i hope gays don't offense, but i'm just honest). But few months ago (6-7 or myb little more) i started to watch gay porn and i kinda like it and when i'm horny and masturbate to gay porn i can (in that moment) imagine myself having sex with a man, but by the time I stop watching i feel so guilty, angry and like "wtf, why i'm watching this and enjoying it", only time i can imagine having sex with a man or like being gay is when i'm horny and watching porn, but when i'm not (ex. when i'm in school or just don't feel horny) i can't imagine that, i just can't, 'cause i know i like women and easily get boner when i see hot girl (redhead especially :icon_bigg ), i was thinking a lot about it and my personal opinion is that i'm straight, 'cause I simply like girls, but then i ask myself why am I watching and enjoying gay porn then ? So i'm really confused this 6-7 months, and i have to mention that i don't watch it everyday (gay porn, just from time to time, every 4-5-6 days) and maybe in the same period i started to watch gay porn I also started to watch sado-maso and a lots of other "Crazy fetish porn" (for most of the people), and my fav is foot fetish, and i also get really, really turned on watchin' sado-maso sex and also this weekend i should have my 1st experience with it. So then i was thinking that maybe i'm not gay and it's just that i got bored watching same porn over and over again for like 5 years so i wanted to watch something new, something i never seen before, you know what my references are... And just maybe i like watching gay porn 'cause it's anal sex and i loved anal sex before watching it, but it's just sex in "other way" (female got replaced by male) so it's something new for me. I can't talk about this with my friends, you all know why. So i'm sharing with you guys, I'm ready to hear your opinions on this, even tho they could be bad for me, but still i'm think i'm straight tho, and i'm sorry for my bad English.
Since you still feel attracted to women, I don't think you're gay. It's possible you're bisexual if you think you would like to participate in sex with a man. But porn isn't always the best indicator of orientation. Lots of different kinds of people like to watch lots of different kinds of porn. If you aren't really attracted to men in non-porn situations, though, you may still be straight. Also, some people who are attracted to very few people of the same sex still consider themselves straight, so the label has some variety within it.
