So as some of you guys have already seen, a few days ago I posted a thread saying that I took a kinsey scale test and it said that I was non-sexual. So I decided to take another Kinsey scale test from a different website that had more I would say easier questions and my result is that I'm a Kinsey scale 5 meaning that I'm mostly gay. I know that that probably isn't true since only I can determine my sexuality but just hearing that made me feel a lot better because now I have sort of an image of what I might be. And to be honest, I was kinda hoping for that kind of result because its like I want to be gay because I feel as though that's what I am. I feel like that's what I am but I'm not 100% sure if I actually am. But anyway, yeah that was my result and it made me feel better about myself.
I feel kind of similar to you hoping to be gay. It's weird that I want to be gay despite knowing my family wouldn't probably approve that, but I am 24 and I never really felt I should date a guy. Yes, I considered few of them handsome and had a crush but only because of their looks. But I never wanted to date any of them. I felt like I can't be in a relationship or I can't find somebody who is right for me. And now possibility of being gay, however stupid that sounds, seems as it shows who I truly am. Although I am not 100% sure yet, I can say I would go on a date with a girl without hesitation. While just trying to imagine going on a date with a guy is impossible for me.
