hi, this is my first thread, never talked to anyone about these urges yet... so i've never been properly aroused by gay porn, normally feel a bit uncomfortable but recently i started looking up "frottage" and it really turns me on, it's not really the man the penis belongs to that turns me on (i think) it's just the penis, i'm not sure if i'd act upon these fantasies as i can't see myself romantically with a man but maybe anal or frotting looks fun to try to see how it is, it's quite confusing. i have a few "homosexual" memories from my childhood, like this one time when i was like 6-7 i swordfighted with my friend while we licked tongues (can't remember why) our dicks were flaccid though so nothing happened but thats the farthest i've gone with a male. i think it's more the pleasure that gay sex can bring, like p and f spot are better understood by another male and the feeling of another mans bellend rubbing against yours must be amazing. i've always been a little homophobic up until about june last year, so i've always taught myself that male bodys are disgusting. i'm just very confused. i want to experiment but at the same time i feel uneasy. so do i seem somewhat bisexual or just a bit sexually bored
Well, I remember when I sexual urges about men in their 40s and older (basically dad type guys that had a big body). I thought that I wouldn't act on them, but I did the first time and it didn't feel natural to me. Then months later I met up with someone else in their 50s and it felt better, although the scenario was more like a dad-son mentoring thing because he was really knowledgable, and I really admire him for that. Not saying that you go out there and have sex with someone to find out, although that is an option. Just be sure to do more research into that before jumping in bed with someone. You definitely don't have to have sex to find out who you like, but for others like me, experimenting gave me some more clues. Do what feels natural to you. All my life I've had attractions to girls, there's no doubt in that. These things don't get understood easily or quick, so take your time.
Everyone has different sexual preferences, like for example I'm only really turned on by butts and the thought of recieving anal/oral from a dude. Have you always had these urges towards having some kind of sex with guys along with girls?
