Denial : Check Curiosity : Check I am coming out of the denial haze. I want to be honest and genuine with myself. I have accepted the possibility that I may be gay. I have started looking at woman in a different way. I realize that I have an attraction to woman physically. Mental attraction I am not certain about... Is there a way I can indulge my curiosity without going on the prowl? I don't want to slut it up. I just want to know if my feelings are certain.
I would say being aware of your thoughts when you see women you are attractive to. For example, like you said before, you've been thinking about women in a whole new light... If you see a woman on the street how do you feel? Do you think she's "pretty" or do you think she's pretty "I want to date her" Lol there's always a difference and that could be a good check if you wanted to be certain.
Good advice! I should be consciously aware of my thoughts towards these woman... I have always been comfortable with stating if a woman is attractive. It is more difficult to gauge if I would like to date or be intimate with them... I am still getting comfortable with this notion I suppose.
