Day 1 can be found Here Day 2 (March 29, 2015) Since I didn't have work today, I didn't really see anyone other than my family. Ended up relapsing to porn (Damn it!). But since I'm into guys it doesn't matter. I'll continue to do what I feel like doing without restrictions. Nothing really goes through my mind when I masturbate, I just need to get from point A to B as quickly as possible. Then again I always knew this so it wasn't anything new. At work, I do find 3 individuals attractive, one of which I know is gay, and the other always talks about girls and goes on dates 24/7 with so many girls but acts a little gay sometimes. The other one is straight, I'm fairly certain.
As they say, don't give up five minutes before the miracle happens. I struggled with that for the longest time.
Old habits are sometimes hard to crack. Don't give up yet, when mastubating do you find yourself thinking about a certain sex?
The majority of it is about guys now. Not guys my age, but I guess that's a different story. I agree about cracking old habits, it's a struggle.
Hmm same, I think I like men however sometimes I can only think about girls and get a different reaction. Has that ever happen to you? And remember sometimes cracking old habits is a struggle but never impossible
Oh yes, definitely. Before, I could imagine having sex with girls that I found attractive at my work place, but now it's like I have no room in my brain to masturbate to it. I remember back when I could still masturbate to girls, one of the thoughts after it is "You're only masturbating to girls because you want to be straight! You aren't attracted to them!".
