Today I kept trying to deny the bi label. I had a possible attraction to a guy I saw on YouTube and an attraction to a girl I saw on YouTube. Maybe I'm still in denial about my attraction to guys. I keep referring to them as possible attractions or false attractions. I do have some experience with false attraction. A year ago I was talking to a guy; I thought I was possibly getting attracted to him. When I had an opportunity to kiss him, I just couldn't. Despite that experience I still constantly question whether I'm attracted to guys.