Lately I've been trying to be more open to what my actual orientation is. When I do this I sometimes have my brain say wow he is attractive. But my body just isn't that into it. But when I dwell on similar thoughts my body seems to be more into into. Am I i going crazy? Am I straight? Am I gay? Am I bi pan something else all together? This really doesn't make a lot of sense. Can thinking about being aroused make me aroused. Or am I actually getting aroused by this person. Do our brains have more power over us than we realize. I hate this social anxiety (this includes so much more than just my orientation)
