I'm 15 female All throughout my life I've had only romantic crushes on guys older than me, muscular. I've had several dreams about men and such but last year a friend of mine of the same sex developed a crush on me but I got repulsed by the entire idea. I thought this one girl was cute but I didn't want a relationship at all, anything to do with romance with the same sex just repulses me. I figured I have HOCD, I naturally have OCD and it seems that now it's grasping on my sexuality. My mind keeps mixing me up and telling me that it's all different and I didn't feel attraction of men even though I have a huge crush on my teacher. Lol.
An Edmontonian, cool! Maybe I'll run into you someday haha. But it sounds like a classic OCD response to me. We're you ever attracted to girls in the past? OCD has a trigger, and most commonly follows a pattern. Does this ring any bells?
I wasn't attracted to anybody of the same sex before this, I was diagnosed with ocd and depression at a young age and it seems be getting worse with the anxiety I'm feeling. But this really cleared my spike