I dont feel attracted to him. could this mean anything?

So I met this boy from the same dating site that I met the other girl that I told you guys about in my previous post title is this a sign.

Anyway, we met and decided to be boyfriend and girlfriend. Y'know a relationship. The thing is is that I don't feel attracted to him at all. I have no romantic or sexual desire towards him. I'm not romantically or sexually attracted to him. Im just pretending to be because I'm secretly experimenting to see if I'm still attracted to guys. But he doesn't know that. I tell him that I love him when I really don't. Like today before we actually got together he asked me if I would have sex with him and I said yes when I knew I wouldn't. I lyed but he doesn't know. We were also talking dirty to each other. Y'know role playing. Anyway, he pretended that he came in my mouth and that just really grossed me out but I went along with it. That just made me feel uncomfortable.

I'm just curious to know if this experience means anything or could it mean anything since im not actually attracted to him in any way.

 

We did break up. Turns out he never liked me after all. He was just using me.