Hello I am 21 and recently started to delve into my sexuality. I never acted on my inhibitions until lately. I started feeding my curiosity of men on gay dating apps. While on there i got tons of messages but didn't reply to any. I'm not a snob but I feel if i'm going to invest time in talking to guy I have to be genuinely interested and attracted to them. Then I came across a guy who caught my eye. The guy was perfect to me. He was 26, handsome, 6'3, muscular, hairy, tattoos everywhere, and killer light blue eyes. I learned that he was also ex military, was attending college, and worked as a full time waiter. Perfect. He kept pushing for us to hangout and I let him know that I wasn't ready to be with a guy yet. He told me it doesn't have to be, We can cuddle and watch a movie. I fell for it. We had sex and i was conflicted with it for awhile. We continued to talk after that and still continue to hook up every so often. I always thought I was gay but after actually being with a guy I don't know anymore. I enjoy having someone there for me but thinking of my future with a man doesn't seem right for me. Thank you for your time, any advice would be appreciated.
