So the last year or so I started using some gay websites over the last year or so and also tried going out a few times, not that in my area I have much choices.. either when I go out or get messages on the sites and I find some one I'd like to be with.. Eventually after some digging I usually end up finding that they are married. I can understand some men that might be in a sexless marriage but I just cant seem to find a boyfriend... not ready for a live in thing right now my self but I'd still like some one who I can have fun together in the bedroom and out side.. It just feels so hard at the moment :bang::icon_sad: