I have been questioning my sexual identity for some years now, but decided to be in a relationship with a girl. She is great, and often it feels like the right path in my life. But sometimes i wonder if my belief of a good relationship is the same as others. I like sex with her, but I never want it before we are naked. (i dont get excited) If I think of gay sex the chemical in the brains starts working. That nearly never happens when im with my girlfriends, and never with girls from earlier. I also dont get excited in the daily life around her, i dont miss here when shes gone, and she often gets on my nerves (moore than normal i think). When i hear friends talk about their relationship its often sound the same as mine.. They have similuar problems and so on.... I wonder if any gay guys can tell about there experience with earlier straight relationship? Was it good moments? Did u enjoy sex? Did it feel right sometimes? Love from Scandinavia! (*hug*)
