I am a 17 year old girl. Yes, a girl, nothing other than a girl. I was born a girl and feel as if I was meant to be a girl. Yet, this might be a bit harder for the person(s) reading this. When I was in the womb, I had a twin brother. He passed away in the womb. Part of me feels as if his soul joined mine, or something of that sort. Example; I love boy things, boy clothes, I am a total tomboy. (Could just by my personality but yeah.) girls are attractive to me. Yet, I feel absolutely straight. I'm guy crazy, finding almost every guy I meet attractive. I also love girly things, pink is my second favorite color etc other stereotypical girl things. Then the sexual part. I get horny a lot. I love thinking about sex and the thought of being with someone like that. Yet, when I get to the point of that, I don't want to be touched. I don't want to be kissed. ( I lost my virginity to my ex. I hated doing it but yet I did it to keep him- hah which didn't work out) yet, I loved to please him. I was always fine with doing things to other people but yet with me it was like no what are you doing? For a while I was considering asexuality, yet it just doesn't seem right. I'm horny, and all this crap. I just don't know. I feel like something's wrong with me..
