Hi, I'm interested to know if anyone here has any experience of using drugs and what relationship you have experienced between drugs and sexual expression. Throughout my childhood I was very against drugs and smoking or anything remotely related. I remember I first tried smoking cigarettes as it had some sort of sexual appeal to me. I would soon be mixing smoking cigarettes with masturbation. Before long I would develop a habit that has seen me smoke weed before masturbation 98% of the time that I masturbated. That has been the case for the last 5 years or so. More recently I developed a love for MDMA (or ecstasy as it is often known as) and yet again (as with any addiction I've ever had) it has been very heavily linked to sexual expression. I could talk for literally hours about the reasons for this. How things developed. How it has impacted on my life and on my ability to understand my sexual orientation but like I said, we would be here for hours. So firstly I would simply like to know if anyone has any experience regarding drugs and sexual expression?
Well, I get super horny and can socialize so much more when I'm high on pot. Same thing with masturbation to. Many times in the past 5 years or so, I'd get high, and watch gay porn while jerking off. I'm slowly learning how to be more social without drugs or alcohol, though those provide a crutch for me to be less inhibited. The use of drugs everyday is not a normal thing. I know this, I know that I've been using it as an escape all these years. I'm slowly trying to get back to just being a social smoker. And finding better ways to cope with my insecurities in social situations.
only drugs that have actually affected my sex life have been mdma...where touching my face had a pretty profound effect in and of itself aha. and weed to an extent, agree with kindy14 on that one tho. and also to anyone using enjoyable stuff like this as a social crutch, I totally get you. I did the same with charlie for a few years...eventually became what people saw when they spoke to me, asking if I was on it every wkend...i was usually, and it crippled me with anxiety when I had to quit. anyone struggling with anything like this, drugs etc. take care even if it IS just for sex... cautionary tale aha, ill go now
