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Help, I'm feeling strange

Discussion in 'Sexual Orientation' started by koodabab, May 13, 2015.

  1. koodabab

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    memphis
    Gender:
    Male
    Sexual Orientation:
    Straight but curious
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    This is gonna be a little awkward and describe type of porn so if you don't wanna risk a good puking you might wanna turn away.

    So I consider myself to be straight but.....

    I was reading what I thought was femdom and discovered it was male and male. I initially cringed but as my brain reconstructed the events as they were actually depicted my penis decided it liked the new version.

    However I don't know that it would be right to call myself bisexual because the nature of my arousal for men is very specific.

    I am grossed out by male kissing, anal, and oral but am turned on sometimes by the prospect of mutual masturbation and frottage.

    Furthermore I'm not attracted to men like I am to women.

    You can show me any woman and I'll be attracted to her both physically and romantically.

    With men the only attraction I feel is physical toward very tone and slender dominate men who do things to me that if they occurred in a nonfantasy/roleplay environment would be abusive and illegal. (teacher punishes me by giving me a squeeze)

    I never want to or think about cuddling or marrying or doing any true-lovsy stuff with men.

    There are types of gay porn that have parts I like but because of my specificity I have yet to see a entire video that im like "yeah dude one more time!"

    Is this really bisexual or something else?