I don't know, you're probably really tired of this question already, and there seems to be no sure way to answer me but it is really making me feel stressed. I embarrassingly have no previous sexual experience. Maybe I'm too shy? I've never been in the right situation I suppose anyhow. I would be terrified of rejection if I came on to anyone, girl or boy. Recently I have noticed that I feel really really aware when one or two of my female friends are close to me and wanting to kiss them and I have noticed myself checking out other girls and finding some attractive. I went to watch a show at the theatre also and I found one of the actresses very sexy. I personally find guys terrifying to approach (except in class) but I have no close guy- friends. I like the idea of being in a relationship and having sex with a guy but I don't like the idea of being dominated (as weird as that sounds). I had a massive crush last summer on a guy who our family went camping with his family. The people who I camp with each year include a lesbian couple and a lesbian student. (there are about 15 people all together) Maybe this has made me more aware? I am just pretty confused and the subject of 'gayness' has come of a couple of times with my (straight) brother but I've always said I'm straight. I have two gay friends and a gender fluid bisexual friend. I have a feeling that I'm Bisexual (i'm 100% sure i'm not lesbian) but with not exactly much experience it's difficult to tell. I don't want to come out as bi either because a: My mum doesn't think 'bi' exists. b: I might be making it all up in my head c: I'm scared of coming out and d and e Any advice? :dry:
