lesbian who is bigender seeks relationship?

So I've been out as a lesbian for 5 years and I know I am only attracTed to women. Life circumstance etc have prevented me from having a long-term relationship. I have always wanted a long term relationship, I think I'm ready but also terrified. Over the last 6 months I've realized I Am bigender (which means sometimes I'm female and at other times I'm male). IM struggling because I want to be with a woman but are there any lesbian women out there who would want to be with someone who identifies as male part of the time? When I say male I mean presents as a guy with clothing, boxers, packer, haircut, accessories etc. Any help would be appreciated!!!