For the most part, I consider myself a straight male. I'm very attracted to women in all ways...Physically, emotionally, etc...I do not find men attractive in any way. I will never see a man and think to myself "wow, he's attractive". However, I do have a very strong attraction to certain penises and I get strong desires to want to perform oral sex on a penis that I find attractive. In particular, I tend to be attracted to large penises. While watching pornographic movies I will sometimes see a penis that I find attractive and I will get the strong desire to want to perform oral sex on that penis. I find nothing else about that man attractive other then his cock. To date, I have never acted on these desires despite the fact that I have had them for about 5-6 years now. I have gone as far as joined a gay hook-up site online and communicated with other men but I have never met up with anyone. I get very turned on by cruising the different profiles and admiring the cocks of certain members. I also get very turned on at the thought of being "used" as a cocksucker by a straight male for their pleasures. The thought of submissively performing oral sex on a dominant male with a large, attractive cock is probably my biggest sexual fantasy/turn on. I would love to hear your thoughts and opinions on this. Thanks.
