I keep thinking about being with a woman

So lately I've been very confused. I've always considered myself as a heterosexual girl, and up until now I've only ever had crushes on guys. They're the ones I see myself in a relationship with. But sexually, I find myself attracted to women as well. I mean I guess I've alway had a thing for boobs and I've always watched lesbian porn as well as straight ones and I read lesbian erotica as well, but I've never given it any thought because I know a lot of women probably do this. But only recently I've been fantasizing about what it would be like to have an actual sexual encounter with a woman, and it just really turns me on. If the opportunity presented itself, I'd probably be willing to try it :icon_redf When I started thinking about it I remembered that when I was a teenager I sometimes would notice a woman, or look at her boobs if she was sexy, but it wasn't like a thing back then. It didn't happen as often to make me think that I wasn't straight. But now years later when I think about being with a woman it just properly turns me on.

I guess at this point I'm just really confused about everything, seeing that there were probably hints when I was a teenager, but that now it's a full on sexual attraction. I'm just not sure if this makes me bisexual or just curious, or just mainly straight with a sexual interest in women as well. I didn't really know who to ask advice about this, so I figured this would be a good place to ask more experienced people what you think about this. I know that sexuality isn't always as black and white like you're either straight, bi, or gay but I'm just confused beyond belief right now and I'm not sure what to do with these feelings. :help:

 

Thanks so much for your advice

I guess I've already been thinking about those questions, and at this point I do feel like romantically I'm only into guys. About the whole porn thing, I guess you're right because I do know women who watch and are just straight. The thing that made me question myself is that I actually want to try it for real, and that I regularly fantasize about it. And that I do sometimes look at a woman and think to myself "those are some really nice boobs." haha
The thing that scares me about actually making more contact with lesbian or bi people to figure everything out, is that at this point I really don't want other people to know this about me since I'm still figuring everything out myself. And I'm scared that if I do try to contact people in my area through internet or something or a gay bar (if I had the guts to go there haha), that somehow someone I know is gonna find out through maybe mutual friends, or recognize me or something. So I don't know. I'm kind of stuck on what to do with this. Because I personally don't know any lesbians or bi people in my circle of friends or even acquaintances. Only gay men. So yeah.