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Boring childhood memory analysis

Discussion in 'Sexual Orientation' started by juno14, Jun 15, 2015.

  1. juno14

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    Hey, hope you're all having a nice day :slight_smile: I'm sorry, this question is going to be so boring but eh thanks if you comment :dry:
    I remember when I was 10 or 11, just around when I hit puberty, I was sitting in a lesson next to this girl I was friends with. I have absolutely no memory what was going through my head when I did this, but I leaned over and kissed her on the cheek. I don't really remember how see reacted but I know it wasn't like a joke or anything and she was probably quite confused. I remember afterwords being really embaressed someone had seen me, and that's all I remember and I hadn't remembered it since till I started questioning. I've been thinking this could be a clue as to whether I am gay, and was wondering if you could think of any other explanation why I did this as a kid? I also remember when i was like 8 me and my friend playfighted one, and I really wanted to do it again, like i know lots of kids like playfighting but I reeeeally wanted to do it again and remember asking her to about every day for like weeks. I don't know if part of that was that I liked the physical contact from another girl. I also remember when I was 12 my friend held my hand once in a lesson, I don't know why, we were just really close friends, and it made me SO happy, I couldn't stop thinking about it.
    I know I'm probably just over analysing this but I'd appreciate your input :slight_smile:
     
  2. bi2me

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    I think those memories could go either way. They could be clues to later questioning, or they could just be innocent kid stuff independent of any questioning. Sorry that doesn't help!
     
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    Like the person above said, I don't think these things are completely indicative of you being gay. What's more important is how you feel about guys/girls right now. Do you find yourself thinking guys or girls are really attractive (or both?)
     
  4. juno14

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    Yeah that's what I thought, thanks anyway and thanks for commenting! :icon_bigg

    ---------- Post added 15th Jun 2015 at 12:09 PM ----------

    Cool thanks :slight_smile: Mainly girls at the moment but I think that's because I'm being overly self conscious about it and trying too hard to figure it out :dry: Thank youuu!