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i messed up again

Discussion in 'Sexual Orientation' started by tone20, Jun 21, 2015.

  1. tone20

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    The past couple of days I've Bern testing my self by watching transsexual porn and every time I do I ejaculate and feel like shit after I also watch straight porn by lately I've just been testing myself with transsexual porn Idk what this means I Just can't shakethe thought of am I bi or not even tho in real life I don't think about men I mean no offense to anyone here but if I was straight why would I be looking at preop transsexual porn every time I do I hate myself am I really bi even tho I've liked women since I was 4 Idk who I am anymore :tears: I'm also a virgin like what if I never have sex with a woman now Idk what to do

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    I even took the kinsey scale test and scored a 1 but that still didn't help me omg I just wanna die
     
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    porn don't make you gay porn don't make you bi and it show don't make you straight the whole trans person thing is because you like the idea of it? do you see the tgirls on the porn tapes as woman or just crossdressers?
     
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    Idk I kind of see them as girls but with penises so Idk what that would mean
     
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    if they did not have the penises would you still be willing to go out with them/have sex with them?
     
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    I never said I wanted to go out with them I just said I watched the porn so Idk
     
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    have you ever give it some though?
     
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    Not really I mean I've tried to think of being with them to see how I felt but I honestly didn't feel much of anything

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    Also when I think of them they sometimes don't have penises so Idk if I'm trying to convince myself I'm still straight or I'm just in denial