Am I the only gay individual who wants to know what a vagina would feel like? I just realized this today. I've settled on gay for now because it's the label my mind fights with the least, so I'm quite content at the moment. I'm not very concerned about labels at the moment, I'm passed that stage. I just want to be myself, and if that means that I'm more fluid than I thought, then that's fine with me. I know porn is a topic that comes up a lot, but my usage has decreased and when I watch porn it's almost always straight porn now. It seems more... realistic? Sensual?
I've also toyed with the thought of being a female, but it never stuck. Of course I wouldn't be judged/be more accepted but it just doesn't feel like me. I do agree that gay porn can tend to be more unrealistic and odd. Then again, I haven't watched as much straight porn.