Growing up I always had crushes on girls. When I was in 5th grade I had a close female friend who I was in love with. I started watching porn when I was in 8th grade and when I was in 9th I had a homosexual thought and I started thinking I was gay throughout high school even though there were girls I really liked. I then began to get into porn way more and escalated to gangbangs, bestiality and other things. Now I feel like I have the urge to suck cock even though I don't want to be gay. Wtf is wrong with me?srs
